Martyr o mahal mo lang talaga?

Alin ka nga ba? Martyr o mahal mo lang talaga?

signs:

1. Kahit na alam mong niloloko ka na sige parin...
- kahit nahuli mo na sa isang bagay na ayaw na ayaw mong gawin sayo hala!! ayus parin... isang "Sorry" lang laglag na naman ang puso mo o kaya makita mo lang siya ulit parang wala ng nangyari..amnesia ka na lang.. ayan ang sinasabi ko.. ikaw na naman ang talo sa totoo,, ok lang sana kung mababaw lang ung kasalanan ee,, ayus lang yun pero kung lagi na lang o sumosobra na aba aba teka.. ilugar mo na sarili mo...... (aray tamang tama aa) pero kapag ikaw nagkasala kulang na lang tawagin nya ang mga santo at tawagin ang mga imbestigador.. para malaman ang buong katotohan.

Mga pwedeng mangyari pero pinalagpas mo parin..:

a. Nakalimutan monthsarry
b. Nahuli mo nagsisinungaling iba raw ang kasama
c. May katextmate sabi nya single daw siya..
(para sakin ba toh??)


2. I love you ka ng I love you.. eh sinasagot ka ba nya ng I love you too?.. (malas mo na lang biglang nagaylabyutu pero ibang name ang binanggit. wuhaha
- anu ba yan huwag ka masyado magsabi ng ILOVEYOU dapat sila rin naman noh.. bakit ba kase kailangan ikaw lagi mauna, para naman atang ikaw pa yung naghahabol sa wala.. pwede mo yang araw arawin kung binilihan ka na niya ng kotse kahit walang ILOVEYOU too ahahaha

3. Tiwala ka ng tiwala..
- sigurado ka ba diyan? Eh pano kung sabihin ko sayong siya walang tiwala sayo? ano gagawin mo?.,, haaay naku umiral na naman yang pagiging mabait mo.. malay mo totoo hindi naman masamang maghinala paminsan minsan sa taong pinagkakatiwalaan mo ee.. kase madalas pa nga yung taong talagang pinagkakatiwalaan mo yan pa mismo ang ttraydor sayo,,. hala!! tsk tsk tsk napagusapan niyo na ba yan?...

4. Ikaw na lang gumagawa o kumikilos..
- anu ba yan!!.. kaw na naman? sino ba talaga dapat kumikilos sa isang relasyon? hindi ba dapat kayong dalawa? anu? ikaw lang? mahirap yan sino ba nagdadala ng relationship? dapat dalawa kayo no.. mas magwowork kung magtutulungan kayo.. hindi yung kulang na lang pagsigawan mo sa mundo na kayo yun pala kulang na lang alam ng lahat ng tao single siya.. kawawa ka na naman.. tsk tsk tsk,, magisip isip ka na... hindi na uso yung pakiramdaman at pride noh!!!,,, wala ng ganun ganun kapag mahal mo isang tao.. kung sa tingin mo at nararamdaman mong ikaw na lang ang gumagawa,, siya naman sabihin mo aba nakakapagod ata yun.. haha (berde) hindi seryoso nga,,, hirap tlga kapag *greenminded* hehe.. basta magtulungan kayo gaya ng sabi ko.. hindi puro ikaw.. ikaw ikaw..!!! hindi magsu-survive yun sige ka,,, tapos dapat si GOD ang center nyo don't forget..


5. ayus lang kahit may kahati
- Babaero/lalakero pano na kung ganyan siya? ayus parin sayo? basta walang toooot? ay dito ako hindi pumapayag.. wala dapat niyan sa isang relasyon pumasok ka sa isa dapat sa isa ka rin lalabas... ah basta anu ba yung nasabi ko...? haha ang sinasabi ko dapat kung isa lang isa lang.. wag kang balahura!!.. kung alam mong pinagtataksilan ka na aba'y its time.. hanap ka na lang madami pa diyan o kaya gumanti ka mambabae/manlalaki ka rin haha B.I. joke!!.. dapat kase marunong sila makuntento.. sige ka mahirap maging kabit.. (hindi based on experience yan ah basta observation ko lang) defensive?

5. Lagi mo siyang iniisip..
- HOY!!! iniisip ka ba nya? huwaw!! kung ayaw na sayo o iniwan ka na wag ka na magpilit,.. lalo na kapag may iba ng gusto.. wag mo na siyang pag-aksayahan ng panahon sa halip ipagdasal mo na lang na sana maghiwalay na sila o kaya wala siyang mahanap na kapalit mo... diba? haha.. o kaya naman ipakulam mo.. hindi siya!, yung makakarelasyon niya.. hahaha bitter bitteran

baby ko?

pakiramdam ko ganitong ganito magiging itsura ng baby ko in the near future hindi nga lang maputing version ahehe...haha



Smile!!!! ako lang ....

ang kyut ng baby
name nya "BARAK"






ahaha short for "BUBOY" adik din yung nanay nito ee pinaglaruan yung pangalan.. ahaha

an updated version of me..

he just told me to listen to this song....


I know I can be so awkward at times
I can be insecure
You can call me naive, you can say I'm a child
You can say I'm so immature
For me to say that I love you now
But you'll see I will prove somehow
I can be so much more

Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An udpated version of me

And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me

Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose
A much prettier set of eyes
Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes
If it'd help you to realize
I've never been this in love before
Never wanted to change at all
Now I'm willing to try...

Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An updated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me...

Maybe then you'd realize
Or maybe you won't
If and when that happens
I'd still be the lucky one...

'Coz someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
And updated version of me
And someday you would realize
You've made awful compromise
And you'd wished that you had wath you missed
'Coz you'd miss a much better person
An updated version of me
You will see...

wala na

days have passed and things have changed ...well I guess that's the way it is.. it's different from the last first year God!how i missed those days, unfortunately there's no way out to turn back time.. but it's good to bring back the memories. well it really came to a point were it had to end. I dont now what happened maybe it's our choice not our destiny

Feelings

Every people has the right to express their feelings and there are different ways, some people communicate, tell stories and create imaginations how they will deliver it without knowing they are the one behind it. Some people write, poems, phrases, and sayings. I call them Poetic people I guess. These methods are what we call verbal and non-verbal expressions. Is there any people expresses their feelings verbally and non-verbally at the same time? Well I know most of them they are people, who can write songs. If you're going to ask me I prefer non-verbal expression, because I used to write poems, and write what's going on with my life Moreover, I can see myself on that. I write special things, occasion, everything I observe in and out.



People in our country were so emotional; we had to admit that most of us got easily carried away. Just like in TV we have so many "telenovelas" to watch. My mom kept crying whenever she's watching "wish ko lang" on GMA. It doesn't bother me at all. Funny movies unwind me, it made me feel better in times I want to calm my self and it releases my stress and boredom. What about porn movies? What do you feel and what kind of expression after watching this kind of movie?! And what can we get from these films? Do we learn something useful? Well we have different views on that, I started it when I was in college because of my friends, I don't blame them instead, I want to thank them. hahaha I don't have to tell you why..



I am interested to those people who tell stories from their past life, their history what else? Hmmm and they compare those things what they do now... I am one of them, but I've learned one thing that I don't have to explain myself to people who doesn't like me coz they don't need it anyway. But im very much interested to those people who don't want to go back with the past, maybe they had a bad experience or a person might be the reason.



A lot of people criticize my writings, well that's good and much better for me cause from that I always learn, I used it as a debugger and developer. It debugs error that occurred.



Whatever maybe, when you're hurt its better to let go of your feelings, coz it hurts more if you're the only one to know. God already knows but He just wants you to ask Him and share.

Laruan

Anu ka nga ba? Sino ka ba?

Kapag kailangan ka dali –dali kang hinahawakan

Kulang na lang ibigay ang mundo

Pati na ang mga nasasakupan nito,

Pero hanggang saan nga ba ito?

Dahil ba masaya? Pano pag may problema?

At kung ikaw naman ang mangailangan?

May panahon pa ba?

Nabalewala ka na?

O nag-iisa ka na naman ba?

Huwag mo kasing pagkatiwalaan

Kung hindi ka naman nauunawaan o dinadamayan.

Ayan tuloy basura ka na naman

Buti may basurahan pang nalalaman

Kundi napabayaan ka na

Wasak ka na…

Durog..

San ka pupulutin?

Ngayon alam ko na

Kung ano ka at sino ka

Laruan ka ba?

ubo ubo ubo.... tatlo yan ah

PAALALA SA MGA KUMAKAIN HUWAG MUNANG MAGBABASA


lintik na ubo ito hindi ako pinatulog! hanggang sa mapaiyak na ko ang kati kati nya kase kung pwede lang siyang kamutin kaso hindi ee...

naalala ko noong nagsimula ito.. hmm? ang alam ko bahing lang ako ng bahing sunod sunod... mga lima at a time.. haha at gang sa naging sipon na siya yuck eewwwww *sosyal?* nung mga panahon na yun, pagkatapos naglaba ko ng walang suot2x na tsinelas naalala ko na lang nung magsasampay na ko ng damit,, awts!! perwisyo..



Uminom na ko ng gamot, pero ganun parin d parin ako pinatulog ng sipon ko nasinghot ko na nga ata lahat ng alikabok sa kisame namin ee... isa pa hindi na ko makahinga.. nilagnat ako ng 2 araw akala ko swine flu na. wala akong halos tulog., minsan naisip ko sana hindi na lang ako magising, yun ee kung makakatulog ka pa nga..

Nagising ako nakatulog naman pala ko 2 hours siguro.. hala!! nasusuka ako.. haha *buntis?* pano yung lalamunan ko gusto yata kumawala. amp!!! ang kati kati nya hanggang sa ayun naging ubo ubo ubo na sha...



haaaay hanggang kelan mo ko peperwisyuhin?

crush ko nga pla... ahehe

Name: 현빈 / Hyun Bin (Hyeon Bin)
Real name: 김태평 / Kim Tae Pyung (Gim Tae Pyeong)
Profession: Actor and model
Birthdate: 1982-Sep-25
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 184cm
Weight: 74kg
Star sign: Libra
Blood type: B
Family: Older brother
Talent agency: Star M Entertainment
Education: Jungang University (acting major)
Hobbies: Swimming, playing basketball and watching plays

TV Series

Friend, Our Legend (2009)
The World That They Live In (KBS2, 2008)
The Snow Queen (KBS2, 2006)
My Name is Kim Sam-Soon (MBC, 2005)
Ireland (MBC, 2004)
Nonstop 4 (MBC, 2003)
Bodyguard (KBS2, 2003)

Movies

I’m very Happy (2008)
A Millionaire’s First Love (2006)
Daddy Long Legs (2005)
Spin Kick (2004)
Shower (2002)

Awards

2006 KBS Acting Awards: Popularity Award (The Snow Queen)
2006 KBS Drama Awards: Netizen Award (The Snow Queen)
2006 KBS Acting Awards: Best Couple Award with Sung Yu Ri (The Snow Queen)
2006 42nd Baeksang Awards: Most Popular Award
2005 MBC Drama Awards: Top Excellence Award (for My Name is Kim Sam-Soon)
2005 MBC Drama Awards: Popularity Award (Best Actor for My Name is Kim Sam-Soon)
2005 MBC Drama Awards: Best Couple Award (with Kim Sun Ah)
2004 MBC Drama Awards: Popularity Award (Best Newcomer for Ireland)
2004 MBC Drama Awards: Broadcasting & Entertainment Special Award

Michael Jackson, 'King of Pop,' dead at 50

LOS ANGELES - Michael Jackson, the "King of Pop" who once moonwalked above the music world, died Thursday as he prepared for a comeback bid to vanquish nightmare years of sexual scandal and financial calamity. He was 50.

Jackson died at UCLA Medical Center after being stricken at his rented home in Holmby Hills. Paramedics tried to resuscitate him at his home for nearly three-quarters of an hour, then rushed him to the hospital, where doctors continued to work on him.

"It is believed he suffered cardiac arrest in his home. However, the cause of his death is unknown until results of the autopsy are known," his brother Jermaine said. Police said they were investigating, standard procedure in high-profile cases.

patay na idol nyo guys.....

nilibre kami...

uy alam nila... hulaan nyo nga kung anong burger 2?

a. buena bonita burger
b. angel's burger
c. Brother's burger

libre ulet??.. libre na naman? haha adik sa libre?... sarap eh walang gastos

Banco De Oro

one morning when i signed in to my YM account. A message from a friend popped out of my screen, saying hello... it's ate carmi my friend i met in BDO my former employer. Ate Carmi's really fun to be with and I enjoyed her company as well,.. we easily get along with each other for some scandal reason etc. chuvaness.. way back january this year, hehehe... we never get the chance to see each other the reason is she's in Canada and continue her career. Suddenly another message popped out of my screen.. saying hello from another friend and guess what? it's kuya Gil from same company where I met Ate carmi... what a coincidence?. We don't wanna waste time so we talked about our jobs and lives...

FT..

Food trip..

parang pwedeng gawing ulam at kanin sa dame.. ee.

walang magawa ang mga bata dapat mag BBM ee..
kaso nagkatamaran ng bumili gabi na kase mashado ayun pumunta na lang sa malapit na tindahan.. haha.. ewan ko kung anu ano yang mga yan basta kumain ako kahit masakit lalamunan ko.. parang nakakasuka tignan lalo na kapag kinain mo na.. ahaha sama ko libre na nga lang ee.. ahehe.. basta gusto ko diyan yung maalat sobrang maalat..

Happy birthday lola

It's my grandma's birthday..

We watched this movie from one of our DVD collection and it's entitled "bahay kubo" at first i was about not to like the introduction of the movie but then as the movie played i got hooked with it and found myself crying in the end.. well its a comedy drama movie.. and i liked the role of maricel soriano as Eden and her bestfriend Marang... hahaha I know it's kinda corny if u'll watch it alone., but it gave me a lesson. It's a realistic movie because it happens in real life. and knowing that it's my grandma's bday today i wasn't able to greet her because im sick and It's sad to know that I don't have time to see her since lolo died.. , I realized that I miss her alot. She took care of me when I was a toddler because my mom had to go abroad as a nurse to sustain our needs.





If she's infront of me right now.. I would probably say that....


I just wanna tell her straight that I miss her and thank her.

Our Dad is greater than their dad..

Yan ang tema kanina ni pastor Fred.

Pudra's day.. ayun oh!! ahah toinksz. Kanina sa church ang saya father's day kase special kaya nagpresent sila ng natatanging bilang naks!!.. haha akala ko nung una parang ang lungkot nung kanta pero ok naman pala kala mo mga nakainom lang eh noh?? hehe joke... happy kase tatay ko kasali akalain mo yun.. ehehe..

tatay ko yun pangatlo mula sa kaliwa,, nakasalamin na kase malabo na mata.. ang layo naman kase ng kodigo nila haha.. c pastor nagigitara sumunod kuya Lalal naks!!. tatay ko ulet , Kuya Manny, Kuya Dadz, c tatay at c kuya marlin..

sa lahat ng nakalimutan kong batiin,,
Happy Father's day sa lahat ng tatay.. mwuah..

mga youth naming pasaway... hehe pagkatapos ng meeting yan.. ayun as usual wala na naman ako.. hindi ko na sila kailangan isa isahin kase andami kumusta naman yun?

grabe gutom

nakakainis walang nangyari sa pagpunta ko don pinagmumukha lang nila kaming ewan. samantalang nakakatatlong balik na kami isa lang masasabi ko bulok ang systema nila sa mga ganong bagay..

maiinis lang ako lalo kapag ikwinento ko pa sainyo lahat lahat ang buong detalye

... kaya wag na lang...

hango sa camera ng aking kaibigan nagblututan kame.. hehe

buti na lang may mga taong nanlilibre haha..

ang sarap kumain nakakamiss... ahehe... masarap talaga kapag libre... nakakawala ng pagkainis...!!!..

speechless

kahit napagod paa ko kakalakad masaya naman ako ... hahah wahahaha

hindi nga lang sweet ung pagkakabigay eh.. haha

basta wala ako masabi basta yun na yun.. hahaha lolz

kaso ok na sana bigla niyang sinabi

"Pwede mo na kong hiwalayan kase naibigay ko na ung gusto ko"...

wala kong pake basta happy ako kasi first time..

miss you too...

may BATANG nagsabi.... natawa ko.. sabi nya sa isa,

"para kang VIRUS na sumusulpot sa utak ko"


hanep sa BANAT.. pero inaamin niyang KINILIG siya ng mga panahong iyon

sagot naman nito sa kanya marami din namang ANTIVIRUS sa mundo diba?

sagot nya "WALA NGA AKO NUN EE"

ang sagot naman nito sa kanya "diba PROGRAMMER ka? dapat meron ka nun"!

sagot nya "eh walang nga akong ANTIVIRUS ee"

at sinabi nya "maghanap ka na lang ng IBA madami diyan!!"

galit ang sinabihan niya nito pero DEEP INSIDE kinikilig ang lola mo..

hahaha GETS?,,, BAHALA na KAYO umintindi....

trip ko lang yung lyrics..

samut-saring iniisip...

wala ako masabi sa ngayon magulo pa ang mundo at utak ko
minsan gusto ko itanong sa Dios kelan nya ba ko kukuhain?
ang tagal naman ata... inip na inip na ko...

haayyss... sa ngayon hindi ko maipaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko
tsk tsk tsk tumatanda na ko minsan naisip ko na rin kelan kaya
ako magkakaroon ng sarili kong pamilya?.. next year? kelan?
hindi naman sa nagmamadali ambilis bilis nga ng araw ee..

bakit ganun? cguro nga masyado akong nasaktan,, sa nangyari
first time ko umiyak ng ganun? nung gabing iyon,,, masakit mang
isipin pero nangyari na ang dapat mangyari,..

sana huminto na ang ulan dahil nagbabalik sa akin ang nakaraan,,,
mahilig ako gumawa ng tula pero hindi ko na ata kaya ngayon..
nawalan na ko ng pagkawili sa pag-buo ng mga tamang salita
siguro dahil na rin sa wala akong magandang dahilan para gumawa
naiisip ko tuloy yung mga nabuo ko nuon ...

marami na siguro akong nakaligtaang araw sa pagsulat..
mahirap talaga kapag walang suporta lalo na sa mga
taong malapit sa iyo at naging malapit sayo...
bakit ganun? nagiisa ba ko? kung hindi bakit
eto yung nararamdaman ko?..

kailangan ko na ba magpatawad? o masyado na naman
akong nagiging mabait? ako na nga ang niloko ee..
saan ba ko nagkulang? anu ang problema?
na sa akin ba talaga?
hindi ko na alam pa!!..

Thinking about....

Miss ko na kumain nito.... haaayyss kea e2 lamon.. ahehe
mei naaalala lang.....

sad..but true

It's my mom's bday today.. but she's sick right now.. we can't even celebrate it like the old ways.. I think this is a start of a new celebration,.. slumber party i guess... we'll see.. ahehe..